i
am such a messed up creature
when lifes content, relaxed
i was so happy, yet a part of me
craves chaos
the hard way, why the hard way.
cant i make one mistake i wont regret?
why is it i am the one who wont forget?
said and done, cannot be undone.
why am i cursed to take the hard way?
at home i will be alone
i will cry alone, (silent screams....)
the memmories' tormenting me, taunting, teasing.
reminding me of what is lost
and alone i will remember, never to forget.
never to let go...
the hard way, why the hard way.
cant i make one mistake i wont regret?
why is it i am the one who wont forget?
said and done, cannot be undone.
why am i cursed to take the hard way?
sanity is fleeting
never am i fully here
sure i'll flirt, doesn't mean a thing to me,
its only teasing
the hard way, why the hard way.
cant i make one mistake i wont regret?
why is it i am the one who wont forget?
said and done, cannot be undone.
why am i cursed to take the hard way?
to be so near, yet unable to feel
it is driving
me, a person who will no longer be
hurting, screaming inside, wanting to undo time
the hard way, why the hard way.
cant i make one mistake i wont regret?
why is it i am the one who wont forget?
said and done, cannot be undone.
why am i cursed to take the hard way? (learn the hard way)
how to move forward
when my fear is change?
how does one redeem a sin?
move on
knowing fate is against
along the way
how do i know
the direction to go
when it means leaving (hurting)
ones i love
behind.
the hard way, why the hard way.
cant i make one mistake i wont regret?
why is it i am the one who wont forget?
said and done, cannot be undone.
why am i cursed to take the hard way? (learn the hard way)
Hi i am new.....ok so i am 18. but i am new to this site. i am a senior in hs... for being a girl i am 55% geek. seriously. how many of you know of linux? ubuntu? redhat, knnopix, yellow dog? i am a geek.... i have a ps3 and an iTouch.... i have no art talent... though i am good at coloring my friends art.... i have Copic marker set. i love to read and i ski.
and currently.. with the nice snowfall... skiing is where i will be... oh i love to take pictures of winter... maybe i will post them..
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